Moving Through the Pain.

Day 4

Finds me looking forward to the future and looking forward to what may be. Full of hope and the possibilities and moving forward in what could be. Day 4 finds me grateful for the experience and thinking that it did pass and will get better.

Moving Through the Pain.

Day 4.

Today I find myself wanting to apologize for the hurts that have been caused through this journey. So many people, so much negativity, so little positivity. What a shame to waste so much time focusing on what is not positive, when you can focus on what is.

So today, rather than focusing on what isn't, I am focusing on the positive and what can be.

Moving Through the Pain.

Day 3.

Overcoming the loneliness and emptiness to find peace.

Day 3 finds me no longer angry, but somewhat peaceful. Knowing that those old wounds could have easily been opened at anytime. I find myself looking for ways to heal and protect myself. The loneliness stems from the fear of being hurt, but no longer. Now there a strong sense of protection for myself. The protector that I had always been was now looking for me.

I find myself gazing out the window now with peace in my heart and a new sense of direction; no longer wanting my life to be controlled by others and learning to have it controlled by me. Those old hurts lead you down interesting roads. The pain, if you allow it, can bring you back.

Love

Love. What is this four letter word that puts people in a frenzy and covers your eyes to any other reality. What is this thing that makes you float on a cloud and see the world in a whole new light.

The Bible says that without it you become a sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal (http://kjv.us/1_corinthians/13.htm). Without it anger and unforgiveness sits in your heart like a rock, you can become empty and without compassion. With it, joy and positivity is spread to others and compassion reigns supreme.

It can become easy to be bitter, angry and resentful, but wouldn't it be nicer to love.